is this it?

When is enouqh enouqh?
When will the pressures of life become unbearable...
and how do you suppose one fixes them.
i walk a lonely road at times,
but its because im destine to be myself!
i wanna lash out and scream on those around me;
but they've proven themselves worthy of...LOVE.
Life is full of battles, constanstly im fighting within
im ready to throw the towel in
but HE keeps sending hardships my way.
losing
losing
losing
but in the end i always win
i wanna stay completely happy, at least one time while i live.





"ill write until the ink runs out,
or until the pages begin to end
its the only thing thats gotten me this far
at times seems like my only bestfriend."

the wayy im feelinqq...

Me && YOU...

So its me and you against the world huh?

well remember that when your w them other girls, love

see they can't love you like i can

all they they do is make you feel like "the man"

Think about whos qonna be there for life

marriage, babies & a damn qood wife.

your qonna want me when your days qet lonq,

remember that before i'm qone...

conFUSED...

Im not quite sure how I should be feelinq...

One moment you love them,

the next miunte you hold no feelinqs.

Im lookinq for happiness;

pure happiness...

If your not sure how to proffer

I will no longer settle for less...

I will take my shit, and say qoodbye

I have endured to much pain!

I have accepted way too many Headaches!

And I have been left with too many pieces...to my heart!

Loving me won't be easy, Ive came alongg wayy.

"A careful lover is what Ive become

A careful lover whos heart is not easily won

heartache and heartbreak have done it to me

I am forever a stanger to love

but not aqonyy."

iinLOVEE.

ive never known the true meaninq of beinq in LOVE.

in LUST, yes

in LIKE

in HATE

in BETWEEN, yes

never in LOVE.

wat does it even mean ? and when will I qet there ?

So hey LOVE, when you decide to come IN, can you knock first ?

sonq CRY.

I cant see it cominq down my eyes...






Maybe we shulda stopped before we started;
cusz now im feelinq pain...
and I know this road;
it endsz at broken hearted...







Ive never written a love sonq, that didnt end in tears =/